Tickets to freedom

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 10:23 AM | | 0 comments »

goodbye (polyvore)


Trip to Surabaya & Kuala Lumpur.
2nd Dec Brunei to KL (Malaysia Airlines)
3rd Dec KL to Surabaya (Air Asia)
7th Dec Surabaya to KL (Air Asia)
11th Dec KL to Brunei (Malaysia Airlines)

Goodmorning. Im still here infront of my desktop in sleeveless and shorts. Its a good thing to have things prepared 2 days before and flight late in the afternoon. Im bringing my two bears, so that i wont get homesick. Goodbye Brunei!! <3


I will miss some of you.

Baby, put me to sleep.

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 9:58 PM | | 0 comments »

Syazwi @ Starbucks

Syazwi went online for a moment just now. I was so happy to know he was still alive. :p I texted him, but i didnt recieved his response. So he told me that he tried. I guess it was god's will not to send his texts. Oh well, Im still so happy despite the fact that he sat right infront of SASA while he was skyping with me. *notjealousface.

Unbearable

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 5:22 PM | , , | 0 comments »


El, me, Syazwi, Ice
(a picture of me, Elina, Syazwi and Ice at the back -ECA appreciation day)

my favorite boys
(my favorite boys)

I've packed most of my things and the clothes im bringing are mostly pink. I have prepared the keys to my luggage. I'm beyond excited to leave Brunei. For few days, to forget everything in the past that screwed my mind and just think of how to persuade my dad to buy me most of the things I've listed in my buy-or-die list.

I'm skipping my cousin's 19th birthday simple celebration at my grand's house this evening. Just to avoid some unwanted expected dramas. Syazwi left earlier. He skyped me when I was half asleep so I didn't remember saying goodbye to him. I'm glad he's having fun. He deserves all these. A little shopping and vacation with his lovely family.

As for myself. I cant wait to travel with my handsome and gentlemen cousins. They'd do anything for me, from carrying my hand luggage to carrying myself on feet if I'm tired that is.

Until tomorrow... perhaps?

1 day to go.

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 10:16 PM | | 0 comments »

Omg, its been days since i updated! Sorry for that. I was planning to write to you guys on 28th but then i got so exhausted cause of the Aidiladha korban thingy. I was one of the volunteers who helped my family. It was fun though. I felt 'kind' for a bit. :p


That evening, I went to Booker, Gadong with my cousins and bought myself Women on Top . I always bought a novel right before I went on a vacation. Not that Im done with all my novels at home. Oh well. It's just me.

So the afternoon after, I went to Amway business seminar with Syazwi and Malik, my two business minded friends. I dont want to give any comment about this. *prettysmile. Syazwi and me, got fetched by his cousin who sent us to the Mall. We watched New Moon. God, it sucked. Full of cheesy typical-marry-me-i-cant-live-w/o-you lines and no other actresses were as horny as Bella. I thought the pinnacle of twilight saga was Taylor Lautner but, to me his body wasnt so mouthwatery. Sure his short hair looked nice, but the muscle on his shoulder.......if he gain 2 more pounds of shoulder's muscle, I think he'd officially be called crab by me.

Syazwi is leaving tomorrow whereas I will be leaving for Surabaya and Kuala Lumpur on Wednesday. I visited the hotels website. None of them stated 'free wifi' . So I guess I would not be able to update you people. And as if I rather waste my vacation time updating you guys anyway.

Bitter innocence.

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 10:07 PM | 0 comments »

Its a long hot day and ive wasted 3/4 of today on 'Boys Over Flower's. It gets addictive each day and its worth wasting my time on. This sissy sounded movie, soothes my im-gonna-miss-my-boyfriend mood. Such romance rains me roses.

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Highlight? SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA . I went to my cousin's house and join them for the raya prayers. I felt calm when they sung out the takbir together. Instead of paying close attention to the rythm of their soothing voices. I imagined Syazwi was there, cute half-dimpled smile of his together with his cara melayu. Awwwh. <3> So charming.

Until this woman interrupted my evening-dreaming , 'lai, kalau kan ubah nick cemana lagi?' I told her to stop minding and be friends with those jerks. I seriously, do not trust any of international chatters. They're all so jobless and horny. We as human, should always be aware that occasionally we CAN NOT do things that we like to do. Having her chatting and holding her phone while everyone elses were reading yassin, was offensively impolite and annoying. Pfft i got enough say about that.

Now lets move on. My crazy, jobless yet smart thoughts came very often this recently. As continuations of my Imam and Football opinions, i came with 3 more thoughts that might make your mouth blurt an 'awwwwhhh yes'.
a) If only there's no opportunity cost in this world, If only we live with only one choice all along. There would be no regrets. We wouldnt started our misery by saying, 'i shouldnt have done that' we would just moved on no matter how careless and idiotic we were.
b) If only god tells us, whom will we marry. People wont be wasting time dating bastards and bitches.
c) If the word 'sorry' could make things better, why do you think theres rules, laws and polices?

Stop blinking your eyes. Yes, i love you too.

Last day as junior.

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 9:19 PM | , | 0 comments »

I didnt update yesterday. Brief synopsis : School was fun, we talked about many issues involving bio and immortals. Back from school, got my eyelashes permed. It looked more dolly. ;) Spend 3/4 of my evening at Empire attending AIFA 25th Anniversary gala night. The food was super.

Today was our last day of school 2009. Which means our last day as juniors in Maktab Duli. Held together was our ECA appreciation day. I wasnt really happy being in school today. My mood swung first thing in the morning. Just after me and Syazwi had a meeting with teacher Muizzah regarding our business proposal and she gave us positive support - that knocked off my dullness. Im so happy and convinced that this is just a beginning of something good. Its a headstart for us to pursue our career.

I watched Zombieland thrice. Its hilarious and realistic. Though the word 'zombie' is not very sensible. Its actually more believable and enjoyable than Jennifer's crap body. Syazwi dozed off early tonight. He must have been tired. Poor wi. The only thing we were enthusiastic about today was about businesses. That involved our proposal, our dreams and Richard Branson. Malik, identical minded friend of ours, suggested that we should spend our Sunday attending a $20 Business seminar that will teach us about leadership and skills to be independant and manageable of our businesses rather than watching Taylor Lautner rescuing Miss im-so-pale-but-i-still-think-i-look-hot. Nahhh. Anything that relates to my career is worth spending my penny on. That means giving up anything (clothes is an exception....i think?).

Bad bad bad

Posted by Rara & .yet the rest is still unwritten. | 3:45 PM | 0 comments »

VIP day was bad, as I've expected. I got restrained from using laptop in my room, before im doing my revision. Isn't that awesome? really. My dad was so mad. No one could blame him ofcourse. Even me. I just hope that this is a good start for me. hmmm.

Last night so called concert was hectic. I wasnt even sitting for the first 15 minutes. How did they expect to fit in the families of the entire school. But the kids performances were great,they're all so cute. I got cheered up despite the fact that the woman besides me smelled like tuna mixed with cockroaches. I saw some familiar faces, but only dared to say hi to Wardah. Just because i have forgotten their names. O:)

I am now updating my blog by taking 10 minutes of my sister's shift to play laptop. We'll this time, she gets to use this mac more. Cause i will only be using it when my dad is dead asleep and my sister's agreed that they will pretend like they're using it. Im sucha good example.

So be aware that after this, i wont be updating alot. I will try my very best though. :) Im so glad ill be going off soon. Atleast i know, someone will miss me so much.