Enchanted Roses

BITTERbye!

2010-01-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

It was the day, when i got so hungry and dying for midnight meal. I mixed everything that i thought best fitted my taste and put em in a bowl. I made a homemade prosperity burger. And that night leads me to a little business im having right now.

Holla amigas. I made me decision to not be a regular blogger starting from now on... Because I know i wont be able to keep up with the details of my daily life. But nonetheless, i will try my best to update my tumblr ! :)

Until i come back. :) bye!

Holla 2010

2009-12-31T10:42:00.003+08:00

Blogging at De Heritage, despite the annoying background music, I will try to update you at my best. So Gusdur died yesterday. Not that he's a celebrity but loads celebrities died this year. I was in a deep lost when The Pop King and Brittany Murphy died. tsk tsk. So Kanye, when will you die? It'll be a record to everyone.

You don't miss much seemingly. I have nothing new to update. I got a little frustrated cause they ran out of bouncers to rent even the small one. So it hit me this idea, if im in bouncer's business I would post an advert on borneo bulletin saying 'hey ive got many boucers left. Call ku!' . And all the desperados will call and rent from me though I charge twice as high as the sold out bouncers from other company. Bruneians are very rich and determine actually. They'd do anything when they're desperate.

So I told you that i would tell you my resolutions when the clock ticks to 1st Jan. Sadly that cant be happening because later on. I will spend new year's eve with my cousins and family. Probably joking around eating lambchops just like our annual routine. So im typing you now Zura's must achieved resolutions.

1. To be a really good girl that include more prayer, less cursing.
2. I wont skip maths! nanananomore.
3. To be organized and disciplined.
4. To work very hard and smart. No more malas.
5. Believe in my dreams, never doubt about it.
6. Lose 8kgs by the end of 2010. To look more sexxayyy.
7. Make my dad proud cause he never was. tsk tsk.
8. Least concerntration on LOVE. I will prioritize myself more.
9. Fairer clearer skin.
10. Be more happy about everything, enjoy every little things that happened to me, appreciate every single person that treats me kind.
11. Be a good driver I guess?
12. HIgher my self esteem.
13. To be more like no one but myself.
14. To get average B on every MPRs.
15. To restraint myself from social networking. Twitter is fine though, no?

In defiance of all distractions, I will ofcourse accomplish all of this. Ive hung my vision board on my wall. I wont stop believing my dreams will come true.

So what is the best thing that happened to you in 2009?
Mine is that being able to spent more time with my friends and learnt that if your friends are really real to you, you would felt this deep connection between you and them and that wont make you doubt about their loyalty and that you can always rely on them no matter what. So I want to say thanks to my lovely friends; Jeebs, Najiah Yahya, Amal Nad, Elina Hafizah , Fatimahazzahra, Tija Ismail, Hafiz Hamir and my very best friend, Syazwi Shahif. All the best for all of us.

I rated my 2009 as 8.05/10 I know next year it'll be 10/10.

Have a good New Year's eve.

You know I love you.

Busy. BYE! ferrr now.

2009-12-28T19:58:00.004+08:00

Reading tweets about blogs reminded me that i have forgotten to update my readers. Time carried me away. Im now awaiting Ranoadidas' response in persuading him joining our magazine business next year. I know we can do this and we will accomplish it with a victory.

I dont have anything to say really. But tomorrow, I will be going to Miri with them cousins. I will enjoy the sale ofcourse. My shoplist? hmmm not much, maybe some accessories but not clothes. Ive been looking for a soft board for my room and i bought a study table and suck it in my small room. Turning my bedroom to a motivational space for studying, one of the strategies in achieving my 2010 resolutions. What are they? I will tell you when the clock ticks to 12 AM January 2010.

Love you lots.

Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?

2009-12-23T16:37:00.005+08:00

Haylo there. Ive been MIA since what? i dont know. But the thing i wanted to tell you guys was that im excited for tonight, party at my grand's house. Not THAT thrilled but yeah, so happy to get out of my dad's sight. Im sick of being pushed around like a sick dog. He took the modem again! again! Urgh.

If he's stress on something dont spray it on me! I just hate when he does that. Anyway, hmmm whats next whats next. OOOOOoooh, my cousins are staying at Empire next weekend, again, kind of excited cause again, to get out of this house. How pathetic bruneians can be. Staying at empire as annual routine? pfft. Yes, im not an exception.

While i was so busy burning my excess, my parents went all crazy. Being mad over one same thing ; LIFE. It made me lose my appetite even being in the kitchen. So much for being supportive. The temperature were constatntly hot each days, it made me sweat the hell loads. Living on earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun.

Until forever, i guess?

Not like any other lazy day.

2009-12-19T22:09:00.006+08:00

I was just done making notes of several business chapters. While i was revising, i did some of polyvore sets for a little while. Hmm.

I focus on dieting and exercising today, I ran on the treadmill for fair amount of time, did several exercises with the other machines, skipped 100x and so on. My mom made me drink this slimming tea she bought for herself several months ago. It tasted like shit, but in order to burn my stubborn fats i have to drink it twice a day.

Top of the night is the beauty sleep i need to get ready for the walkathon held by mom's department offices. Enough said. The queen has to hit her bolsters.

xx.

Hectic Days

2009-12-17T10:19:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the delay. I have been busy with plans. This week has been so much fun. Eating dinner at McD with Fate and El on Monday and window shopping for Jee's present. Our entire circle watched 'Santau' the day after. It scared the shit out of me. Until last night, i wasnt able to sleep well. My imagination went creepier each hour.

Syam's birthday was yesterday. 16th Dec. Picked up Fate in beribi, we have a small celebration at Pantai Muara with delicious lambchops as the big plus. It was fun though. Fate hanged at my house for a little while. We were talking, reading magazine, talking, watching dvd and cooking. Now, I guess she has come to realise that cooking is 'that' easy. Fate, Elina and me made a deal about losing weight and copying notes, who loses more weights and makes more notes by this January will win herself $5 from each losers. I was very tired, i was hoping to sleep right after Fate went home but I dont know why, somehow the scenes of 'Santau' kept popping in my mind. I was really really scared. Oh, in addition to that, my maid told me she has been seeing and hearing stuff since the day she got here which is thie tuesday 15th of Dec. Takut jua ku tu.

Since I slept at 2 last night, i decided to spend my Thursday sleeping until atleast 1 o'clock. But just now, my cousin just called, telling me he's picking me up to go shopping. -.-" I guess i'll blog to you to update you whats next.

Miss here's the link to few of my pictures. I will upload more.

HELLO. :D

2009-12-13T12:27:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. Im back since two days ago. I've been so occupied that i couldnt find a time to post something. I've got loads of pictures to be posted on Facebook. But I've been trying but it failed to upload. I dont know why.

Shopping in Surabaya was wonderful. The store was expensive but it was still cheap according to Bruneians. I hate having too many choices, so I didnt shop much there. Big Year End sale in KL, our apartment stood infront of Pavillion. It was 4 days of heaven to me. I spent a loads on blouses, tshirts and cardigans together with Diva's bracelets and bangles to spice up my style.

Back in Brunei, i have set my mode to busy and serious. I have homework to be done and revisions to be covered by January. I have to start working to prove to everyone what im capable of. Showing them im not just an average D student. I will continue my magazine business with Syazwi next year. We will do whatever it takes to be successful. It's crucially important for our scholarship and universities admittance. So wish us luck. ;)

Tickets to freedom

2009-12-02T10:23:00.002+08:00

Trip to Surabaya & Kuala Lumpur.

2nd Dec Brunei to KL (Malaysia Airlines)

3rd Dec KL to Surabaya (Air Asia)

7th Dec Surabaya to KL (Air Asia)

11th Dec KL to Brunei (Malaysia Airlines)

Goodmorning. Im still here infront of my desktop in sleeveless and shorts. Its a good thing to have things prepared 2 days before and flight late in the afternoon. Im bringing my two bears, so that i wont get homesick. Goodbye Brunei!! <3

I will miss some of you.

Baby, put me to sleep.

2009-12-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

Syazwi went online for a moment just now. I was so happy to know he was still alive. :p I texted him, but i didnt recieved his response. So he told me that he tried. I guess it was god's will not to send his texts. Oh well, Im still so happy despite the fact that he sat right infront of SASA while he was skyping with me. *notjealousface.

Unbearable

2009-12-01T17:22:00.004+08:00

(a picture of me, Elina, Syazwi and Ice at the back -ECA appreciation day)

(my favorite boys)

I've packed most of my things and the clothes im bringing are mostly pink. I have prepared the keys to my luggage. I'm beyond excited to leave Brunei. For few days, to forget everything in the past that screwed my mind and just think of how to persuade my dad to buy me most of the things I've listed in my buy-or-die list.

I'm skipping my cousin's 19th birthday simple celebration at my grand's house this evening. Just to avoid some unwanted expected dramas. Syazwi left earlier. He skyped me when I was half asleep so I didn't remember saying goodbye to him. I'm glad he's having fun. He deserves all these. A little shopping and vacation with his lovely family.

As for myself. I cant wait to travel with my handsome and gentlemen cousins. They'd do anything for me, from carrying my hand luggage to carrying myself on feet if I'm tired that is.

Until tomorrow... perhaps?

1 day to go.

2009-11-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

Omg, its been days since i updated! Sorry for that. I was planning to write to you guys on 28th but then i got so exhausted cause of the Aidiladha korban thingy. I was one of the volunteers who helped my family. It was fun though. I felt 'kind' for a bit. :p

That evening, I went to Booker, Gadong with my cousins and bought myself Women on Top . I always bought a novel right before I went on a vacation. Not that Im done with all my novels at home. Oh well. It's just me.

So the afternoon after, I went to Amway business seminar with Syazwi and Malik, my two business minded friends. I dont want to give any comment about this. *prettysmile. Syazwi and me, got fetched by his cousin who sent us to the Mall. We watched New Moon. God, it sucked. Full of cheesy typical-marry-me-i-cant-live-w/o-you lines and no other actresses were as horny as Bella. I thought the pinnacle of twilight saga was Taylor Lautner but, to me his body wasnt so mouthwatery. Sure his short hair looked nice, but the muscle on his shoulder.......if he gain 2 more pounds of shoulder's muscle, I think he'd officially be called crab by me.

Syazwi is leaving tomorrow whereas I will be leaving for Surabaya and Kuala Lumpur on Wednesday. I visited the hotels website. None of them stated 'free wifi' . So I guess I would not be able to update you people. And as if I rather waste my vacation time updating you guys anyway.

Bitter innocence.

2009-11-27T22:07:00.005+08:00

Its a long hot day and ive wasted 3/4 of today on 'Boys Over Flower's. It gets addictive each day and its worth wasting my time on. This sissy sounded movie, soothes my im-gonna-miss-my-boyfriend mood. Such romance rains me roses.

Highlight? SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA . I went to my cousin's house and join them for the raya prayers. I felt calm when they sung out the takbir together. Instead of paying close attention to the rythm of their soothing voices. I imagined Syazwi was there, cute half-dimpled smile of his together with his cara melayu. Awwwh. <3> So charming.

Until this woman interrupted my evening-dreaming , 'lai, kalau kan ubah nick cemana lagi?' I told her to stop minding and be friends with those jerks. I seriously, do not trust any of international chatters. They're all so jobless and horny. We as human, should always be aware that occasionally we CAN NOT do things that we like to do. Having her chatting and holding her phone while everyone elses were reading yassin, was offensively impolite and annoying. Pfft i got enough say about that.

Now lets move on. My crazy, jobless yet smart thoughts came very often this recently. As continuations of my Imam and Football opinions, i came with 3 more thoughts that might make your mouth blurt an 'awwwwhhh yes'.
a) If only there's no opportunity cost in this world, If only we live with only one choice all along. There would be no regrets. We wouldnt started our misery by saying, 'i shouldnt have done that' we would just moved on no matter how careless and idiotic we were.
b) If only god tells us, whom will we marry. People wont be wasting time dating bastards and bitches.
c) If the word 'sorry' could make things better, why do you think theres rules, laws and polices?

Stop blinking your eyes. Yes, i love you too.

Last day as junior.

2009-11-26T21:19:00.006+08:00

I didnt update yesterday. Brief synopsis : School was fun, we talked about many issues involving bio and immortals. Back from school, got my eyelashes permed. It looked more dolly. ;) Spend 3/4 of my evening at Empire attending AIFA 25th Anniversary gala night. The food was super.

Today was our last day of school 2009. Which means our last day as juniors in Maktab Duli. Held together was our ECA appreciation day. I wasnt really happy being in school today. My mood swung first thing in the morning. Just after me and Syazwi had a meeting with teacher Muizzah regarding our business proposal and she gave us positive support - that knocked off my dullness. Im so happy and convinced that this is just a beginning of something good. Its a headstart for us to pursue our career.

I watched Zombieland thrice. Its hilarious and realistic. Though the word 'zombie' is not very sensible. Its actually more believable and enjoyable than Jennifer's crap body. Syazwi dozed off early tonight. He must have been tired. Poor wi. The only thing we were enthusiastic about today was about businesses. That involved our proposal, our dreams and Richard Branson. Malik, identical minded friend of ours, suggested that we should spend our Sunday attending a $20 Business seminar that will teach us about leadership and skills to be independant and manageable of our businesses rather than watching Taylor Lautner rescuing Miss im-so-pale-but-i-still-think-i-look-hot. Nahhh. Anything that relates to my career is worth spending my penny on. That means giving up anything (clothes is an exception....i think?).

Bad bad bad

2009-11-23T15:45:00.002+08:00

VIP day was bad, as I've expected. I got restrained from using laptop in my room, before im doing my revision. Isn't that awesome? really. My dad was so mad. No one could blame him ofcourse. Even me. I just hope that this is a good start for me. hmmm.

Last night so called concert was hectic. I wasnt even sitting for the first 15 minutes. How did they expect to fit in the families of the entire school. But the kids performances were great,they're all so cute. I got cheered up despite the fact that the woman besides me smelled like tuna mixed with cockroaches. I saw some familiar faces, but only dared to say hi to Wardah. Just because i have forgotten their names. O:)

I am now updating my blog by taking 10 minutes of my sister's shift to play laptop. We'll this time, she gets to use this mac more. Cause i will only be using it when my dad is dead asleep and my sister's agreed that they will pretend like they're using it. Im sucha good example.

So be aware that after this, i wont be updating alot. I will try my very best though. :) Im so glad ill be going off soon. Atleast i know, someone will miss me so much.

Vanilla Sunday

2009-11-22T15:03:00.004+08:00

The rain somehow makes me feel, secure. Though sometimes, it scares the shit out of me. I ran to the kitchen 10 minutes ago and got myself a big bowl of cornflakes mixed with banana slices and 2 tablespoons of vanilla icecream.

If I make something marvellous, i dont usually go around telling my siblings , "kaka buat ani.. nyaman. you should try" NO! why? because they would finished the ingredients right away and i have to wait for atleast one week to get my mom to buy those groceries.

I was thinking about something when i was being emo in the car the other night. I forgot to mention until now. Why do fanatic fans of different football teams fight right after the match ends? whilst the real players, shake hands with the opposing team. & & Why should people stick to what mufti said about 'muslims should stop smoking. Its banned by islam' when the imams who were ordered to read the khutbah were to be found every thursday night at warong mamak smoking with his gang. Crazy right?? whats wrong with people these days. Whats wrong with me to even think about this mess.

I wasnt aware that i have been watching movies with untypical endings. It's boring to some people but not to me, cause it shows real life and how people should have deal with it. 500days of Summer, Funny People, Spread & My Sister's Keeper. Im sure you have heard of them. Amazing unromantic love stories. Some things arent meant to be, but we gotta stay alive to see how the story ends. Though sometimes, i think that does not need to be applied to my life.

Until later. xo.

Tired and depressed.

2009-11-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

'Life is complicated when you think it is'

I felt extremely weak and strange as I sat in the car. Turning on my mp3 to its almost full volume, but i wasnt exactly listening to the music. My family was busy talking and joking foolishly. I could hear all of them spoke but I wasnt listening to them. Its like all the things were fractionally balanced except my suppose-to-be-okay mood. I felt empty. This time I was really deep in touch with the depression.

I felt like, no one could hear me screaming. I felt like no one was really listening to what i have said. No one cared. It made me tired of making effort to speak out. (for now). Mom was an exception, she was always convinced that someday, I'd prove to everybody. Dad never really trusted me, and all I could do was just be strong and patience. Little did I know, I felt warm liquid gushing on my cheeks, it was my tears of lonesome. Do you feel me?

When I came to school, I have always have my friends all around me. With all their silly jokes and warm hug. I couldnt be any happier in any place but school. Sometimes. I just hope that all these depression and mood swing im facing is just normal, like biologically normal. So that I dont have to worry of myself for being a retard or not-literally lifeless loner.

xx.

TCP: Go Synergy!

2009-11-20T11:13:00.009+08:00

18th November was one of the happiest day of all Synergy members.. or should i say, most. Like any other award give-and-take day, we marched ourselves with proud to the stage to recieve our trophies and the mock cheque (since the money has not been given yet).

KNK presented their work in front of all the creatures inside the hall once again. I have to admit, they really deserved the first prize. Congratulations, KNK. But the UBD presentation sucked. I couldve sworn that I almost put myself to sleep. With all the SWOT basis freaking analysis and the typical bruneian aR slang, i felt sick.

Too bad my picture wasnt posted in the newspapers. Awwell, atleast the certificate will look good in my CV. Talk about picture, I renewed my passport on Tuesday afternoon, and the immigration's whoever texted me said that i could get my passport picked up by Wednesday. So i forwarded that text to daddy. Of course he picked it up straight away.

So after the event was over, went back to school yadayada, dad picked me up from school and when i flipped into my profile statement of my passport, it surprised me. I didnt know the system was getting this bad. Eww black and white picture? I was worried sick about how the camera were working. Cause based on my experience, immigration's camera sucked a bitch. For instance, ID card. The camera suck as well as the quality of the picture and before this, I had my pictures taken in photoplus or somewhere similar, and just get the immigration's whoever paste it in my passport. Oh well. I was actually using blusher to give my chubby cheek a im-fat-but-still-cute-dont-you-think-so effect. It turned out to be black and white. Great.

I gotta go now, im going to Fate's house and we'll go straight to Empire to attend the studyinUK exhibition. Toodle~lo.

Fresh Morning.

2009-11-18T06:47:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning Brunei.

Locker key checked, lipgloss checked, speech card checked. :)

As usual, I slept with my modem still plugged in my mac, letting it downloading movies and ebooks. :) So I managed to watch probably just 1/4 of Gossip girl episode 10.

Mom sent me to achool. I told her about the StudyinUK exhibition this Friday in Empire. Said i will be with my friends and that ive got my cousin to send me there. It's cool to have a mom who rarely naysay what i said. 7:26am now, Im in the bus with my teammates. Jiah and I are the only girls seated here. Being in a not-so-big bus already made me feel im a very tiny. Tiny but fierce, thats me.

Until then. xo.

The BIG news.

2009-11-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

I have been clicking 'refresh' button of mininova page for quite a load. GossipGirl 10th episode of season 3 should be downloaded by its fans by now but right now, the torrent didnt even appear on the screen. How sad.

On top of every sadness, I have gained a cow. I am super fat and i couldnt stop eating. Its a bizarre fact that most people who wants to gain weight have high metabolic rate than those who wants to stay slim. Like me, and one of my lovely friends, Jeebs. We kept complaining about our bodies. I want to lose a lot, she wants to gain a lot. I know, we shouldnt have whined about it cause I believe that if i say i am fat, then i am fat. Thats what i learnt from this amazing to life documentary called the Secret and also, thats what my boyfriend kept telling me.

But somehow, I keep reminding myself how important it is to be confident. That's what makes a girl sexy. Like what my mom always said, 'though some people ask you to get a nose job, ignore them, cause thats what makes you different'

*wink. but of course.

Just to recall back some events, I got myself into a team called Synergy and we participated in this Town Country Planning project. What we basically did was, planning a housing residential area in Keriam Tutong, and to make long story short, we got the 2nd place in the final. So tomorrow, is the big day. We are going to ICC, to present in our 'booth' and get ourselves rewarded as top three.

Until tomorrow. xo.

Hello World

2009-11-17T18:36:00.002+08:00

I was in a temporary coma for so long that i didnt update you, my readers. Forget the coma, clearly I was lying. Life has been so hectic. Good stuff mixed with bad stuff. All happened for one reason, fate.

When i was gone, life taught me to accept things appreciatively, life taught me to be mean, life taught me pretty much things that i deserved, for now. I have great friends and a loving boyfriend. Ups, downs, dramas, laughs, tears. All in one. i couldnt even remember when was the last time i wrote you.

I was watching Julie and Julia that i realised how far and long that i have abandoned my blog. And here i am, back again. I hope it wont be just for now. Cause sure i have loads of interesting things to share with you guys all along.

I won't tell what you missed, for now, let us just look forward.

Kisses blew.

A day at campus.

2009-07-18T17:08:00.007+08:00

its been a while since i talked about school.

Today had not been fun until i spent my time with my boyfriend. I was so moody and i couldnt stop whining and eventually i found out that my period has 'arrived'. =.=" bummer. I was walking outside the library to my bag to get something when Din with couple of his laughing friends asked me 'zura are you okay? okay kau?'... and i was like,, 'uh huh' (with that moody face) i was wondering why did he asked me that, did i really looked sad or was there any stain on my back. Hmmm. I had always got my period atleast 2 months after. There was no way i could get haid by now. I thought to myself. And then, bushhhhhh. yeah, there was a stain. and what? i didnt know until i was about to go home. Which was probably 2 hours before Din's incident. I really hope my shirt was still clear during that time. And to Jibah, get well soon love. She was absent x( she got quarantined.

~~Classes were the hell of boredom~~
GP: i forgot today was a 'reading day'. Its a day when we were supposed to get a book of our interest and read it and then we have to make a report on what the story was all about. So me, the careless and forgetful Zura, left my OFCOURSE Guide to Investing Robert Kiyosaki. And i was too lazy to tell my sir about the whole ohh-i-forgot thing, instead i went to the library with Fina and just grabbed whatever novel that were available and got back to class and p-r-e-t-e-n-d-e-d to read until the class was over. Or else, we would be cutting articles and made a summary out of it. Bowwwring. So obviously, we didnt actually read the book. I was talking the entire time with Fina.

Accounting and Math: Tija was absent. I got no one to talk to during maths so i was fully concerntrating on TMC. Incase you have not know, TMC stands for Tan Moi Chan. My =.=" math =.=" teacher. Accounting! grrrrr! Meena was absent and so did Herny and Azierah too, and yeah..... Qilah! Thank god there was Mai and Malai. If not i would be sleeping.

Business: We were doing presentation on leadership and management style. It was fun, a little. Merul vandalised the school table. The picture above shows what he did. =.="

ohh yeah. Syazwi made a new slang today. EWW MY GADDD~~ hahaha. i so love you baby.

2009-07-15T19:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BRUNEI SULTAN.
LONG LIVE HIS MAJESTY.

The water was cold as i dipped my body in it.

2009-07-15T19:08:00.003+08:00

I sprung my body in the chlorine-free pool hoping my sins will go away. As i thought to myself, how bad i have became. How good i turned to. How people around me were involved in this confusing process. And how their love and hatred made me strong and weak at the same time.

It was a noisy place, but i couldnt hear a thing. except the voice of my soul. What have i done? Where do i belong? What should i say? What should be done? by that moment i was scared. very scared. I remembered those killing moments i was supposed to forget, but i couldnt. It was a feeling i wouldnt tell anybody. It was beyond confused and scared.

A sorry wont heal it, a promise wont too.
Just do whatever you can. Please help me. I love you.

helloloves.

2009-07-05T14:18:00.007+08:00

School starts tomorrow. There was a rumour about another holiday extension. Thats just what people said, cause they wanted it to be true. School reopens? maybe good, maybe bad. i pity those students whose having BIG exams like, PMB, O-level and A level. This virus is stressing them. My sister is having his pmb mock this wednesday :\ so i guess school has to start or exam has to be postponed.

I hit the ER today, cause i vomitted blood again this morning. The indian doctor said it was nothing. Weird. -.-" The hospital was packed with sick people and to be quarantined people, i guess. I knew it would be like that so i used mask and gloves and longsleeve shirt. People were staring as if i was the sick one. -.-" Prevention is better than cure.

I prepared my school stuff already. Masksss? CHECKED. Wet anti bacteria tissue? CHECKED. Sanitizer? NO! i pulled in to many stores and pharmacy shops but their sanitizers were out of stock! so dissapointing. i was a little too late. oh well, tawakal saja.

I did all my homework. :D Atleast the one that i wanted to do. Im now left with one section of my accounting exercise. I dont know how to work it out. I had two study meetings with my accounting mates. But still the exercises were so hard that we chose to give up some of those.

Temperature check tomorrow at 6am. godd. so early maaa.

im gonna take a nap now..

The Great & The Worst

2009-06-27T22:46:00.004+08:00

Yaaay! incase you havent been awake for the whole day today, holiday has an extension of one week baybayyyy! so no school, no drama, no assignment, no TMC, no nothing! haha. so i say,, Happy Holidays y'all! I was going through alot before this great news came. It was a bucket of hell. The world has too, infact we are still sad of the death of Allahyarham Mikaeel a.k.a Michael Joseph Jackson and Farah Fawcett.

As a tribute to our King of Pop, i present to you one of my favourite song of his.

Youre a legend.
Al-fatihah.

Stiches

2009-06-25T13:11:00.005+08:00

'....Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does...'

i miss you.

fabulusa.

2009-06-23T17:11:00.004+08:00

mood: upset but still excited.

My uncle called this afternoon telling me that we as in the whole family shouldnt be going out for Transformer's today, especially the kids! blame the swine flu. -.-" we have to avoid the crowds, as most of us should probably know, there are 6 infected people in our country. The virus could be anywhere so better watch out. I rather stay home and safe. I was suppose to go out with my friends this thursday and sunday, but i guess i will just see them at school. ;\

The next thing i know, my uncle bought his children boxes of oranges and and fruits. hello? would that guarantee safety...? I think im gonna buy myself an anti-virus protective garment. Or would an astronaut's outfit helps? :p

I was forgot about the better-stay-home thing when i thought about asking my dad to bring us to Miri tomorrow. Miri is a good place to shop for books. :) i love the bookshops there. Besides its minimum 2hour journey from Brunei.

Daddy will be arrived approximately 1.5 hr from now, i better hit the shower. And off to airport i go.

WRTYL, laves.

paris's new bff show is as fake as you, TWOFACED bitch!

Most loving,

2009-06-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

I forgot to greet my daddy a 'happy father's day'. last year i even sent him a poem. I felt bad about not greeting him, its almost 12 i think he's already asleep by now. I guess i should just give him a welcome hug tomorrow.

Oh yeah! His flight got delayed. He was supposed to return to Brunei today. But it has to be postponed so tomorrow it is. :) Welcome back, daddy. Happy Father's day.

i miss old times. :')

Hope today will be a better day.

2009-06-22T09:47:00.006+08:00

i attended my P.O.A saviour's wedding yesterday. i couldve sworn she looked so damn gorgeous. Congratulations, teacher *blow kiss. Something really999 unavoidable and stupid happened to me yesterday. It was totally embarassing so i think id be a fool of me if i mention it here. So lets just forget it.

I decided to send my laptop to the shop yesterday, since it was damaged long time ago. So i cried Mush for help. There was no way i could let my dad knows that my laptop was in coma. He wont stop blabbing about how i shouldve not use it all the time and how i shouldve used the cooling fan while using my laptop. Actually that was the real reason, it was overheated. Oh come on, my dell was a jerkie. My cousin got the same problem, and she was a very very careful person when it comes to gadget. Dont buy Dell, it gets over heated easily.

It was 10 minutes before Mush was about to grab his keys to pick me up when my mom said, 'let me takecare of it'. She said i had to babysit my little monsters... i mean, brothers. =( anyway, thanks mushy.

Yesterday was certainly not a good day for me. This period has been driving me mad. I was mad all the time. And my period shows weird result. Weeeeeird, really. Do you think i should go to the doctor? yes, i dont think so too.

Tomorrow is Transformer's premier at Empire Cinema. There will be only one transformer's show showing in Brunei tomorrow, that is at Empire. The rest will be on 24th onwards. I got three seats for tomorrow. My family consist of 7 people. I dont wanna watch it without them. Especially my two monsters, they're transformers freak. Go or not to go?

The noises my brothers made early in this morning outside my room was too much. I had to wake up several times to scream and went back to my room back and forth about 5 times to make them understand what i meant by 'jangan bising! kaka kan tidur!!!' I happened to see my little perv brother doing a naked runaway on his study table while the other one was laughing. Kids these days, they cannot see too many movies. Even cartoons sometimes do contain explicit scenes, you know.

Im still sitting on my bed resting my laptop on my lap and typing to it with my messy wakeup hair and unbrushed teeth, eww. HAHA. I gtg now, i need to take my shower and then i have to cook for my siblings. My mother left me too much texts telling me how to do the chicken. I didnt reply ofcourse, so she called several times telling me about the ingredients bla9 as if i never cooked before.

yes you! dont try to follow me and stalk me there. -.-"

sushinesines

2009-06-20T10:48:00.006+08:00

Been craving for sushi since weeks ago, now my wish is nearly be fulfilled. My cousin, Neesa is treating us Sushi. Hmmm never tried Excapade Kiulap before. Syazwi was supposed to join us. But unfortunately he got something else this noon. So its just me, my other cousin, amzar, neesa and her boyfriend.

Dad called this morning. He doesnt know ive been going out. He'll be back on Monday. So i supposeeeee, tomorrow is my last chance? haha. forget it, my money is totally zero and my homework is still undone. Before the school term holiday, i once said to myself that, this holiday's resolution would be, 'concerntrate on your study though school is kilometres away from you'. But naaah... sometimes...no, most of the times, im not very good with studies pledging.

Ohh. Im actually typing these words in Neesa's office. She picked me and Amzar early in the morning and dragged us to her office and we have to wait til her office hour is over. Then we'll go have lunch. Still waiting... still waiting..

okay, ive got to go to the loo.
until next time ma laves.

Stressful Friday

2009-06-19T18:25:00.003+08:00

Purpose : I am just doing this post hoping it can heal my headpain. It has been singing boom boom pow since 2:15 this afternoon.

The heat was unbearable as I sat down with all the guests waiting for the event to be ended. All of the sudden i found out that my 18 year old cousin is getting married... today. I was like whoa, okay whatever as long as you two lovebirds are happy. Marriage cant be judge by age anyway. Despite my freemakeup face, unmatching tudung and the boiling weather, my head was too dizzy to even think of taking pictures. So no photo attached.

My hangout with Syazwi and Mush was fun yesterday. We watched movie and ate dinner. So typical.

Conclusion : Sheesh, the pain is still beating in my head. Like the waves in a fregging sea.

Feeling Rainbow.

2009-06-17T12:09:00.003+08:00

Daddy was off to plane at 8.20am this morning. I couldn't think of anything to list on the goodies he has to buy, except tennis racquets. Save trip, father. Takecare.

Not until today that i realised that my forehead was flooded with pimples. Ewww. I thought i was done with my acne syndrome. But not if im on my pms, especially when its been a long time since i had my period.

Thanks to Syazwi, im now addicted to DQ cheesecake caramel blizzard. mmmmmyum. I have been dying to have a bite of it since erm... 2 days ago? well, im sipping its melting vanilla now.

Oh yeah. Guys, Syazwi got me a new boyfriend. Yup, i know right?? Now lose that foreheads deep lines! For the love of god, its true.

mood, again.. im HAPPY!:D

MOOD: ECSTATIC!

2009-06-16T16:20:00.004+08:00

helll o world! ;)

*speechless. well i certainly dont wanna say what i usually say if I just got back from the woods. Lets forget about my past that you missed shall we?

Syazwi has been really distressing. He always reminds me of how ive been throwing over my blog over something pretty stupid, which i call 'laziness'.

Im not sure what to talk about here, but what i know is, im currently addicted to this facebook game, 'be a tycoon'....? anyone? i dont care if that makes me a dork. hello~~~~~~~~bitch? it trains me how to be a great investor! for real life. So to some of you, who actually like business-dorky-world. you should check it out, for fb users that is. (y) for those whose not interested, i suggest you guys just sit back and wait til your barnbuddy crops harvested. kidding. what am i saying.

oh well. buhbye.... for now i promise.

mucha loves mi corazon.

she has not been around you.

2009-05-19T11:21:00.006+08:00

shezz. god knows what kept me away from my updating my blog. Ive been so busy with.... okay, i wont say homework... but, assignments, school CCA activities and other random laziness. WORST! i got supersick and was hospitalized for 2 whole days!! It was not long time ago, but yeah. whatever.

I am now, sitting at the back corner of MD's library, alone! Because i couldnt find any comfortable place except here. I need to be alone anyway and my mac ran out battery so i need to plug in the charger. Hohhhoho.

Whatdyamiss? okay let me see. First, i got hospitalized, my mom took a picture of me wearing mask while i was asleep and having my hand dripped in needle of sodium choride. The moment the nurse knew i vomitted blood, he gave me masks straight away. 3 masks. -.-" And the picture? you dont wanna see it.

I watched Friday the 13th with my girlfriends last friday. The movie was so scary. I couldve sworn, i screamed alot. But there was this group of poklen people who kept laughing when it was really not even funny, they were sooo annoying and someone was actually throwing popcorns at them. HAHA. Bt danggg, that was fun. And guess who we ran into? :x Bizarre baby bizzare. I bought 2 books of Rich Dad's again. Cashflow Quadrant and Guide to Investing. Im thinking to start learning on online investment. Maybe it could do me any good...? yes?

Golf, golf, golf. My friends and me, went for the first golf outing last saturday. It was fun. Very fun, though i didnt play much.

There was this stalker. MTF moron, its a SHE. She goes by the name of DK. Sarah Alaudin, had her blog filled with our posts! our pictures! I REPEAT. OUR posts, OUR pictures. creepy right? She's acting as if she has been here and there, by taking other people photos and explained what she was 'doing'. But those pictures were not even hers! WORST! she copied some of our posts! THE WHOLE THING! form A to Z! even the font and colours! I bet most of her posts are pretty much from everyone of us. By now, she already privatised her blog. Dont worry betch, we gonna find you! And oh, she's and MDian. now thats easy.

Im on twitter now, as zuratulzulkifli. stalk me ;)since my plurk has been effed up.

whoops! i was supposed to do my business homework! gtg! ;)

zuratul zulkifli

zszs

2009-05-06T17:40:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome. I am still feeling good.
Thats all i can say.♥♥

*i think we look alike. dont we?

Another work of art.

2009-05-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

stupid cupid.

2009-04-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

whoah. retard much. i was bored today. i was supposed to go to gym with Zah and Elina, but things seemed not working out so, we gave it up for next time. :) Since i have nothing special to tell you guys about today, lets just talk a little about the past.

On early March, everybody was so happy (well, not everybody. roughly, most of us) when we were informed that November AS level exam would be paid by the government a.k.a free to the citizen! I signed the application form of taking 2 subjects for my November AS. And then suddenly, on 23rd of April (if im not mistaken) , MOE informed that if those who take november AS for free, would have to pay for june AS OR those who would want to have their June for free would've to pay for November. i was like, wtf? efftard much. and i still remember what my group tutor said while i was still frowning on my seat.

'.... and the payment's deadline is TOMORROW! late payment will not be entertain.....'

It was so last minute and they said, they didn't see this coming so they didn't prepared notification letters for us. And ofcourse when i got home, i told my dad about the UHMAZING news. And he did not believed me! :\ I was menyamal at him and ask him to make the payment himself! I told him that i would not want to touch that money. HAHA. last last aku jua yang membayar sendiri. *glares. and he added, 'dont forget the effing receipt!'

Nightingtale

2009-04-20T20:54:00.005+08:00

My appetite is increasing days by days. I was determined to spend all single cents of mine on food today. Friends and I, we ate our lunch at the food court. For the first time, i could felt, heaven when i reached there. It was like, my entire worries would be gone if i swallowed something. What's happening to me??? i never loved food this way. And its upsetting, whenever I ate something, the carbs would go straight to my arms and cheek. It doesnt contribute anything to my bones. As a result, Im still short. Uneven nutrient distribution i suppose. Oh well, i hope im not gonna be that fat or else i'd burst.

There's not much to say since what im doing regularly are basically, waking up, shower, school, shower again, surf the IT, errr...homework and sleep. I dont have to put 'eat' in between those activities.. right. School days are ordinary days in a life of a student. Sometimes it feels like rainbow, sometimes I feel like banging my head on the wall. I wish i could just quit school and start my own business like what Robert Kiyosaki did when he was... i dont know.. younger than me i guess. Oh! speaking of business, Syazwi made me read this book featured in his blog, that he brags about how important and efficient the content is to us. Yup yup. Rich Dad Poor Dad it is. It is where i could actually remember Robert's full name. Before, when Syazwi kept him making as the subject of every sub-topics we have in our conversation, i always thought his name was Robert Kinhyosaki. silly.

i think, i still have my Marks & Spencer cookies in my refrigerator.. hmmm.

Shakespears' Macbeth.

2009-04-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

It was a tiring afternoon I had from school on 18th April. I was about to take my shower when I came up with an idea of attending the play with my friends, and Syazwi. Duhh? It was a last minute plan. I took a quick shower while thinking of my decision. Eventually, I made up my mind ; I would have a Saturday night out attending Macbeth Comedy play with my greatest of friends. Nice. I was just thinking about what to wear when my dad honk me twice. I grabbed a shirt and jeans and wore my eyeliner in the car. How pathetic and fast was that? I could’ve won the trophy of ‘miss-quick-on-dressing-up-for-an-important-event’ , not that it was ‘that’ important but the place was stuffed by large amount of students from elsewhere. Sigh. I wouldn’t want to be caught dead in those simple attire. Enough of fashion history. I had fun with them darlings. The abrupt choice was worth it or else, I would blog about how boring my night was, sitting on my bed, typing on to my Macbook air while listening to the sounds of TV my dad was probably watching . My dad had to pick up my sister before sending me to the venue. And my sister Fiqah came along. Enough said. Let these beautiful pictures do the talking.

And ohh! The play was hilarious. Hehehehe.

Event of the Month.

2009-04-17T10:33:00.003+08:00

Atlast came the day. Like the outburst of flowers in summer, most of our friends were contentedly greeted him. Happy Birthday Syazwi. Happy Birthday Syazwi. This young man has turned 17.

We went to Excapade with our dearest friends for lunch. :) Too bad Syazwi left his camera. And our mind was too concerntrated on sushi than thinking about photos and stuff. So the memories were left unpictured. There was no surprise. Everything was well planned with the birthday boy.

Until i grabbed the new iPod shuffle out of my bag and held it to him. Happy Birthday Sweetie. From the look of his happy face, i could tell that he was very happy and grateful.

'No cake for me?' he asked.

'No, just sushi b. ' i replied with a smile.

At 3pm, the cupcakes i ordered for him arrived. 'I ordered cupcakes for you baby.'

Small tiny cupcakes that says, Happy Birthday Syazwi. He was touched. I just made his day wonderful.

I love you, the best is always yet to come.

Conglomerate Businessasssss.

2009-04-15T20:49:00.005+08:00

The test was surprisingly so-so. I thought it would be so hard. :\ I was being lame and bored when i took a shot of my test paper. My stupid phone which was profiled in silent apparantly made a shutter noise as i clicked the capture button. Everybody was staring at me and made me look like a sick idiot who doesnt get the meaning of 'dont use phone in class' esp during test! sigh. past doesnt matters alot to me. As long as i will pass the test then everything will be almost fine.

Newsflash: i didnt expect i would be elected as the 2nd moderator of ICT club in MD. *kirai2. And Syazwi is the first moderator... *again kirai. We basically have to blog and take pictures of every meetings and events held by the club. Syazwi made a nice logo for ICT club 09/10 which is our batch. And im gonna be his assistant managing the new ICT blog.

Omigosh. the moment i've been working my xss off is hours away. :) im so excited. he's gonna be so happy, i promise. School was tiring as always, but having FRIENDS and syazwi around, brighten moments of darkness studying those subjects. And thanks to me, 'he' is outta sight.

DEADLY ALOOF!

2009-04-14T18:49:00.004+08:00

School was tiring as usual. And today, someone bitchassed me at school. i was furious like a mad dog. haha. anyway, Naj and Qilah followed Elina to her home and we headed to Squash centre together afterwards. Squash was tiring and a but fun. Suddenly, out of nowhere Kamaluddin my old friend, became our coach. ahhaha. It was so funny. He was so shy. Mal, if you read this, please dont make me do those crazy steps. It was painful. T.T

Despite of tiredness i am having right now, my main point of doing this post is to greet my two lovely stars,

Happy Birthday to Syaffina Shahif and Syakirah Shahnon!!

*scream.. you guys are growing beautiful. ;) im so proud of you both.. mwahh. And happy advance birthday to my friends Krez and Rabiatul Adawiyah. And ofcourse! My darling Syazwi.

Until then babies, i gotta run. There's a pile of papers and pages of business points to read for tomorrow's MPR!

* \m/ kami kuat.

LIGHTER and shorter.

2009-04-10T15:28:00.005+08:00

What a hot friday. I don't even have the mood to start studying. Tons of homework and assignments make my life go crazy. I woke up pretty early today, at 10 ish because some technician had to repair my lousy aircon. Realising that the weather was in el-ninyo and my stupid aircon was not operating, i was tempted to do something about my hair! I made my way to a salon nearby and cut my long, thick and damaged hair. And seriously, they cut it HALF plus 1/8 of the original length. Oh well, atleast now my head is lighter and healthy.

Anywayyyyy, have you guys noticed that my plurk is dying? haha. not that you care. Im tired of plurk, but i pity polyvore cause its been a while i didnt pay my commitment to it. :\

So i made a set. :)

i love you too.

Muvehhh.

2009-04-10T01:29:00.004+08:00

yawn. i feel so tired to even go to sleep. wth. haha! its, 1.31am of friday morning. and i still wish to watch The Hills season 5 after this. :) I've been waiting for its comeback for ages.

and at last!!!!!!!!!!!! ive watched this !

goodnight. dont snore too hard cause the dogs might bark.

had you at holla

2009-04-09T21:52:00.007+08:00

So, i made a summary of all the events you missed,

1. My trip to Shenzhen

This was probably my first and the last time ever going to Shenzhen. No further comment about that. I posted some of my so called journal piece before i changed my link. Unfortunately, it was unorganized and incomplete. So i decided to delete them, because i didnt managed to get it puuurfectlehh done.

2. To Hongkong Disneyland.

i was so fat back then. :( and i didn't get to meet Belle. how sad. but hongkong was heaven, i am in love with its shopping complexes.

3. My 17th birthday

Syazwi and my friends were so sweet. They planned a surprise little lunch for me. :D i was pissed by Nyra btw, she made me wasted my time wandering around the school for 20minutes perhaps despite the fact that she was just so annoyingly weird. But it was so sweet of her to eventually say 'i made up things just for this! happy birthday zura' . Syazwi ordered that delicious sushi cake with the help of his mom. (thanks aunty) :D aww. i love you guys. ALWAYS.

and i had a little party party with my family too. :)

4. My CCA activities.

i joined Squash and ICT. Ive been longing to play squash since i was in form 2. But i was not really tempted back then. I didnt blew out my opportunity this year, squash it is. and plus! i get to hangout with my girlfriends more. Photoshopping is always hard for me, so joining ICT club might help me a little.

5. I LOVE MD!

Maktab Duli is just a great cozy place to study and make friends. Thanks to god, im in a clique of very nice and superb friends. :)

Elina Hafizah, Nasrul Hafizan, Fate, Amal Nad, Zah Faisal, Najiah, Ahmad Nafees, Aqi Aziz, Khairul Haq, Nafees, Jeebs, Wafiy, Nyra Mohamad and ofcourse, the one and only Syazwi Shahif.

until then.

suddenly posting!

2009-04-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

OMIGOSH!!!!!!!!! IT HAS BEEN A FREAKIN WHILE!

My life as a college girl, a daughter, a girlfriend and a friend screwed weeks of my blogging world. This time, i would like to say sorry to those readers. And i changed my link too. :D

View me often, cause there's alot to spill.

Last Words.

2009-03-18T21:21:00.005+08:00

This is my last evening in Brunei before my trip to Shenzhen, Hong Kong and Kota Kinabalu. I spent my last day of school with my girlfriends, we ate our lunch at the mall. It was fun, and sad... sad that today was actually my last day. :) Im gonna miss them.

Syazwi♥♥♥ says, he's extremely gonna miss me. awww, sweetheart, i will be back sooner than the next episode of gossip girl would probably come out. Speaking of it, i finally watched the eighteenth episode ive been longing for but it is not as dramatic as i expected. pfftthxvxvxvxkhhhfg... boringg...

It is almost 10 now and i finally finished my packing job. I didnt packed many outfits though. I dont really know why.. *thinking. lets just assume that it is one of the sign that my dad should bring extra cash cause im gonna use his $$$money to buy moreee clothes as one of my necessities there.

Until then babies,
zszs.

i'll be missin.

2009-03-17T22:42:00.004+08:00

I just got home! from a last minute shopping at Giant, we had to shop for something to bring as an extra 911 supply for our vacation. Shopping was very tired indeed, my mom forgot to bring the 'to buy list' she prepared one week before. While remembering all those more than 20 different items, we sat for dinner at the food court there.

I dropped by Best Eastern and honour my commitment to it by buying the second volume of Twilight and some sorta inspirational book. :D You know, things have been crazy with me nowadays, so i need someone or some 'thing' to inspire me to be better, and jussst be better in life.

Speaking of 'better'. gosh. i didnt do my maths homework, again! x( and im leaving to Hong Kong this thursday but i havent pack my things. So messed up. So much for being better than... ever.

toodles.

Liverpool's stunning 4-1 victory.

2009-03-17T17:48:00.008+08:00

I am a little too late to update about how much damages the Mighty Reds caused on the Devil.:p Anyway, as you all obviously certainly should have known,

G O A L L L L L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Steven Gerrard and Fernando Torres gave Liverpool a 2-1 half-time lead over Manchester United.

So who says the title, and a clean sweep of all the honours, is a shoo-in for Manchester United now? After humiliating Real Madrid in midweek, Liverpool scored four again at Old Trafford.

Airport Restaurant with family.

2009-03-15T18:38:00.006+08:00

MD and us.

2009-03-15T17:29:00.003+08:00

Just random school's hangout. No highlights.

a little something...

2009-03-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

its almost twelve now. and i havent gone to bed. a little party we had this evening was fun and simple but 'cute' i should say. I didnt get to take many pictures cause i was too busy eating cakes. x') i've been longing to have a bite of cake and today my wish came true. There were loads of cakes with different flavour and colours. Those cakes swept away my appetite to eat other foods.

wh00ps. its late now. gotta sleep. big day tomorrow. yeah? nope, not cause of school. i have to be prepared mentally and physically for tomorrow's match. Consume healthy and enough breakfast, JUST cereal and apple. Fried rice for lunch and dont shout, i have to save my CHEER voice for football. :p kidding.. teluan overrrrr...

~~roger and out.~~

High Fashion.

2009-03-13T18:22:00.006+08:00

Waaaaa, im done with my homework. Some questions were left unanswered though, no idea how to do it.-.-" Boredom kills at time like this.. no wait, boredom doesnt really kill anyone..or else the prisoners may be all dead by the first 10minutes of the quarantine. crap much.

i wasted 5minutes of my study time doing my sister's eyes. my passion for makeup is like, Barbie loves Ken. or more than that, i dont know.

Here am i, sitting on my butt, blogging. I wonder what would be the subjects to be taken for my AS level this year. I discussed with my dad during lunch today, he suggested me to take 2 subjects. So i guess that'd be Business Studies and GP.. ofcourse. Maths and Accounting are massive-practice subjects. It'll take time for me to gain stars on these subjects whereas Business S. needs more reading and logic thinking, so i suppose BS is better to be chosen than math and accounting.

Anywayyyyyy, :D Liverpool Supporters Club Brunei is holding a massive live match gathering for Liverpool fans and members of LSCB at Holiday Lodge on 14 March. As Syazwi is one of them, we will be there as part of the supporters.

Gotta run people, i need to take my shower and get dressed.
Got a partayyy to attend.
Speaking of party, reminds me of gossip girl,
been waiting like a serious shit for the next episode to come out.

*manchesucks.

Sweet Suicidal.

2009-03-12T21:50:00.004+08:00

Lets just hope this music video will refresh you guys a little, especially to my chicas.

i love you, baby.

NDP: Updates and Outlook in Changing Times.

2009-03-12T17:50:00.007+08:00

darn.. school is keeping me away from blogging world. i guess i dont have to say sorry for not regularly updating this sweet web of mine. ive been busy with homework and assignments

Big highlight of the week. Did you read yesterday's Borneo Bulletin, my friends? Front page, big heading ;

MULTI-BILLION $$$ NATIONAL DEVELOPMENT PLAN PROJECTS MAKING PROGRESS!

221 PROJECTS WORTH $1.14B completed.
287 projects worth $3.7B still on process.
428 projects $3.3B in planning stage.

~This is to fulfill eight strategies and 50 policies in achieving Brunei Vision 2035.

10.8% for Industry and commerce,
11.2% on Transport and communication,
15.7% on public utilities,
12.1% on ICT.
7.1% on public buildings,
6.3% on security system,
2.9% for miscellaneous.
1.7% on R&D and S&T,
32.1% on social services.

*gasp. wow... large proportion of us, bruneians still do not know about this NDP projects that cost the government approximately $9.5 billion. I didnt know the government are trying this hard to develop Brunei drastically.

So in Business studies class this morning, we discussed about Brunei's economic status and marketing. Based on this NDP projects, brunei is now pending to change from emphasizing primary industry to secondary industry. As oil and gas is running out, they made this drastic and almost brilliant plan to make sure by 2035, bruneians can still 'survive' without oil and gas and diversification of industries are to be made. :D

Im loving BS already though it is still early to judge business studies as my most favourite subject... i can see my potential to go 'deeper' than accounting and suckingmath. I left school this morning at 12.. no, scratch that, at 12.20* because we had a talk from the Police about certain things that relates to crime and punishment. It was boring, rather than listening to the policeman, most of us were busy to think about how this talk spent much of our lunch time and for me, my dad waited for 30 mins outside the auditorium for me to get in the car as the talk was supposed to be ended at exactly 12 as scheduled. MD could be more punctual next time.

zuratul loves syazwi.

ohh SEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIT!!!

2009-03-11T18:19:00.006+08:00

I found this hilarious piece when i was down and trying to cheer myself up.

hahahaha...

The other night I was invited out for a night with the ‘girls.’ I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, ‘I promise!’

Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times.

I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed… 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos MIDNIGHT!)

The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him ‘MIDNIGHT’… he didn’t seem p***d off in the least………. Whew, I got away with that one!

Then he said ‘We need a new cuckoo clock.’ When I asked him why, he said, ‘Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times then said ‘oh sh*t.’ Cuckooed 4 more times, cleared its throat, cuckooed another three times, giggled, cuckooed twice more, and then tripped over the coffee table and farted.

hush hush baby.

2009-03-05T20:55:00.007+08:00

i had the whole Stamford thing in my head so i forgot to mention something. I was actually a pteM student, but my dad transferred me to MD, because he thought i could do well there. And as it is a highly recommended instituition by others, Zulkifli was even more determined to move me to MD as soon as possible before the lesson starts. I know meragang is also quite a good college but, what daddy says is what i have to do. I have no power to say things against him.

Enough of school. Gosh!!! ive been waiting for episode 18 of Gossip Girl!! Cant wait to know whats the next scene of stupiDan and Rachel. Watching these kind of influencing movies, made me realised that trusting one person is even more harder than swallowing a limestone down my throat. :\

So my birthday is coming sooooooooon. ;) and i only have one wish. One wish that i hope it'll come true on my birthday. I never told anyone, emmm maybe i did but whatever. (nope, not you sweetie. i didnt tell you this :p) It is very precious, but it doesnt involves money. I guess sometimes im not so materialistic at all. :) mwahh. xoxo.

P/S:COMMENTS ON POST OR CHATBOX ARE HIGHLY RULED OUT.

*sugar and spice and everything nice.

Stamfordieeeeee...... xD

2009-03-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

Finally, our orientation ended today. One of our HEU (higher education unit) teachers recommended us to take the Stamford Test regarding our choices on subjects. The Stamford Test is basically asking questions that meets our interests on certain things,thus, this test is very helpful when we're trying to make up our minds on choosing subjects. So without wasting my time, i took a test as soon as i finished refreshing from school. They revealed some courses that im actually really into and never thought i was 'into' these courses until now.

The results are:



		subject areas :

		Psychology	Management
		English/Literary Studies	International Studies
		Media/Radio/TV/Film	Music
		Hotel/Institutional Management	Politics Based
		Philosophy & Theology	Administration
		Drama/Theatrical	Surveying
		Marketing	Financial
		Agricultural Studies	Law
		Town and Country Planning	Economics
		Classical Languages

So im started to think, my combination wasnt so bad after all. I just hope maths wont kill me as i thought it would be. ;) Dear friends, i think you guys should take this test. Maybe it could help you to change your subjects and follow your dreams. Its very important for us to really take the subjects base on our aims, dreams, hopes and interests. Before its too late to change everything..

A very concern friend of yours,
Zuratul Zulkifli.

sekool.

2009-03-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

hello~

gashh, school is finally tomorrow. :s im feeling nervous and excited at the same time. you know, new college, new friends.. i hope this time they'd be true. ;)

im done preparing my school stuff. and im tired. gotta sleep now.

lots of loves.

zuratul.

Feeling Rainbow

2009-02-26T19:41:00.006+08:00

Oh my God, seemingly my sixth form folder is not yet sent to my former school. Hello~ school starts this monday and only PTEk folder seems to be done. What happened to MD and PTEm? i hope, we can get it by this Saturday.. or else. phewww. And my school uniform siap sudahhhhhh! :D Im gonna fetch it tomorrow. hehe.

I am looking forward to meet Syazwi before school starts, hopefully this saturday. Cause i need to take him shopping. I havent bought school stuff for heaven sake. But Gadong isn't a nice place to shop for stationaries. But some of the boutiques does sell those fregging hot LV and Armani messenger bags. My baby's gonna get one. Me? I'll just do my shopping in HongKong. yaaaa baybay.. ;)

So, i was busy pimping Feezah's blog this afternoon. (Happy Birthday to you girlll) Apparently she seems to like my blog more. Ofcourse. No doubt about that. So sweetheart, if there's something you need to renew, you can ask someone else or perhaps yourself to do it. *sigh happily. :D and sorry, my facebook banner was customize by Syazwi and it is not to be copyrighted by anyone. hee. peace.

*im just so happy today.. ECSTATIC!

_________, i love.

2009-02-25T14:07:00.003+08:00

I officially, miss watching The Hills. Can someone tell me when the hell is the new season will begin? haha. Im a little outdated in terms of entertainment.

Newsfreggingflash:
-Syazwi just got his Nikon. and he's like soooooooo ecstatic. haha! well, im happy for him ofcourse.
-4 days ago, my dad just wasted 4digitbucks on a plasma TV set replacing our old lousy 60inch TV. -.-" daddy, i want camera so badly.. it wil only cost you $500+
-i was informed that we shall be taking our sixth form folder starting tomorrow, 26th February 2009 and college life will be starting on Monday, 2nd March 2009 7.30am til 4.30pm.
-i lose 3kg, cause i havenot been eating much for almost 1week and half.

i dont know why, recently i feel like, i have nothing much to post on my blog. so bye bye now.

*imma blow this blow this.

YOU KNOW YOU'RE A DICTATOR OR PERFECTIONIST IF YOU:

2009-02-23T20:31:00.006+08:00

Can never admit youre wrong.
Constantly interrupt other people when they're talking.
Complain that you have to do everything yourself.
Always go to the same cafe and order the same meal.
Tell people, like hairdresser how to do their job.
Feel you have to be the best in everything. Even gym class or cooking class.
Would be terrified of going on holiday without booking somewhere to stay in months in advance.
Get stress if your maid hangs your shirt in the wrong spot of your wardrobe.
Can't bear to let anyone else in the kitchen because they might spoil dinner.
Worry for hours what your teacherthinks if you're fifteen minutes late to class.

*im a perfectionist baybay.

2009-02-23T17:42:00.005+08:00

OMG, i dont know why i couldnt stop feeling so tired... The wedding ceremony was great. That's all i can say. It was very beautiful and i was so happy yet tired. I didnt upload many pictures tho. Because im too lazy, and tired. and tired and tired.

*you would be so lucky.

Dont take us for granted.

2009-02-20T12:31:00.004+08:00

They always say not all guys are the same. well, that's not true cause i think one worst side of one guy is a little bit of other guys reflection. It goes round and round with different person and cases. So it covers. I always make some observations to prove myself that not every guys are the same since i couldn't count on anyone to show me that some guys has better ass cheek than we,bad bitches. Life is real, it ain't fairytale. I guess my perfect dream guy would be Ken, but sadly he got Barbie. And they are cartoons! yougetwhatimean? Now i feel like giving up, so imma stick with the statement above until there's someone out there really shows me that i am completely wrong. And i think, there will be no one.

Nowadays, when im mad, i always remind myself to calm down thinking about those memories that used to brighten my days and that many other couples in this world are facing much worse problems than mine, convince myself to just sit back and relax. But i couldnt stand it no more. This post is the voices of many different girls that couldnt agree more with me. I know some of the new sweetlovebirds might not be satisfied this post since they're too much in love. But we all know that, rainbow wont stood still forever. ;)

I know you guys think that this is a hurtful post to read, don't get me wrong. Not all girls are the same too. But don't you know that behind every bitches there's a madass moron who made her that way? Im not saying that im a perfect girl, and most of the girls are perfect too. Its just when we are trying hard to be good and nice, that's the time when we got hurt! Its like, are you ignoring me or trying to wake me up from my pathetic and desperate way of loving you. Girls are always overreacted because they show more affection, and boys take that as an advantage without fear of losing their partner because they keep in mind that we girls, would come back for more. Thats why they are not worried.

p/s: comments on chatbox are not allowed. which part of this line do you not understand?

*trying to be independent.

So much for today.

2009-02-19T23:36:00.005+08:00

20th February.
OHH my god!! Tell you what!! i just knew that my aunty is getting married this sunday! like i was told few hours ago. I thought my busu was married, well she had her 'nikah' in NewYork last year, i didnt know she would want to make it official here in Brunei. It was an instant wedding plan. It will be held at Polo club and my grandma's place.

I was accompanying my mom to my grandma's, i thought we were just going to hangout. And as i entered the living room, i was like,,,, whats going on?? Am i getting married?? It was incredibly beautiful. The bridal dais was decorated exquisitely perfect. Just like one of those dreams i had on 'weddings'... xp I took a picture of the bridal dais, i didn't bring my camera, so i use HP. Sadly, it doesnt look very nice.

My boyfriend is having his sleepover at his buddy's crib tonight. Whee~ i miss him, its not that i could'nt reach him. I just dont wanna disturb his 'bonding' time with his friend. :p Sooooooo,,, as you guys noticed, i changed my layout again... erk.. again.... haha. i kept changing my layout. I get bored on things easily, yknow.

Goodnight.

*aaaahhh~ those fresh flower bouquets.

The Crazy Yet Famous Chinese Woman

2009-02-17T23:37:00.005+08:00

This is the famous video of a woman who went histeria after missing her flight. Its funny but sad and annoying and LOUD.

aiiiyaaaaa kawwchoooowaaaaaaa.... i dont understand why does she couldnt just go on next flight. perhaps, ia kan liat anaknya kawin kali? :p yatah gagas. asteee..

There's something about you.

2009-02-17T17:55:00.002+08:00

i was supposed to watch the season finale for making the band, but apparantly there's an error on the video so i could not watch it lah.. pfft.. bummer. and guess what.. Danity Kane loses 3 members! God! can you believe that? Audrey just got 'fired' by P.Diddy and the other two, QUIT. ohh dunia dunia.

The Awakening.

2009-02-16T16:06:00.006+08:00

hello fellas anddddd ladiessss ;) wawwwww, when was the last time i updated things based on my daily routine? i fohgat. im back people, i had a rough time before, i was not really in the mood to get connected with blogging, but im okay now i guess. :) i changed my link, because i just dont want you guys to view my blog. now i changed it back.

hey amira: i know thats you baby, 'someone you know well' ehh? :p ive missed you.

i am addicted to Making the Band 4 lately, where the Danity Kane and Day 26 unite together and work their songs off under the superb Diddy Puff. And now im currently watching season 3. haha. Just started to watch episode 1, i know right.. verreh seloww. So, talked about the highlights, i really like Qwannel and Dawn they're a very cute couple, they started to know and get connected with each other since season 2. I havent come up to this part but, i heard from Nadzirah, that they are fondly engaged nawwww. yeeeeehaaa suuuuuuweeeett! And second, i never liked Aundrea before cause i thought she is overreacted and bitchy but she is not,,, she's more down-to-earth than i actually thought. Aubrey is bitchy, but she's cool. (bitchass-ness everyoneeee hah!). And P.Diddy actually kicked out Aubrey and D.woods from Danity Kane on the 3rd season finale?? For realll?? Im probably a little bit slow on entertainment world, but definetly not the slowest, so y'all out there, better catch up on Making the band cause they're getting hot.

Okay, enough with that. I am actually super excited to tell you guys about this one... *scream..

My cousin..

is buying....

me...

a..

M.A.C MAKEUP SET!!!!! wooooohooooo!!!! im totally inlove with their creme eyeshadow pallete pro. The last time i used it when i was attending my Uncle's wedding, i saw the pallete on the dressing table of my aunty's room and left me no choice but to wash out all the YSL beauty on my face and replaced it with M.A.C.

baibaibabies. i got no crap left to talk about.

xoxo.

*newyork, i love you.

Tagged by Nation.

2009-02-14T17:21:00.006+08:00

Step 1: You're never alone with a blog. Tell your readers why you love them, and why they should love you.

Ofcourse i really love my readers. Especially those who are on top ten of my e-refferer list. :p heheh. thanks guys for catching up with my posts. Well, im not gonna tell you guys to really love me because in all fairness, you already love me right? kidding. i mean, most of my readers are my friends and family. Ofcourse we love and support each other. Blogging is an online diary. The information contain is to be shared to the whole wide world or atleast to some particular persons.

I only blog when im bored and got nothing to do, those posts were my feelings and events occuring in my life. Aside from chatting, blogging is one way to communicate with your friends through internet. So lets share our memories or thoughts. Cheers to blogging. *peace.

Step 2: Teach someone you love to blog (or micro-blog!).

I taught Syazwi, to blog. He deleted his first blog, so i guess i couldnt make up his interest in blogging but then he made a new one. And he's now one of the most daily updated blogger.
My sister Zumairah, has her own blog already tho she has not been updating due to the 'M' reason. I was the one who convinced her to be a blogger. Aside from doing compositions, i told her that she could improve her english by blogging.

Step 3: Link to their first blog post, and encourage readers to visit them. Use this tag: #SMK [social media kisses]

#SMK: Syazwi's first post of his second blog.
#SMK: Zumairah's first post.

Step 4: Tag your blogging friends to take part in this memo.

Candy VCA , Amal Munirah, Anas Afandi, Nadzirah, Haziqah Suffay.

2009-02-13T00:29:00.005+08:00

i Euro Classic.
Thanks mom for the treat.

*i just want your endless love.

2009-02-12T23:47:00.006+08:00

i posted this 'random' nick on Facebook, and then some of my friends 'menyerang' my profile and gave comments about my nick when i was 'away' from facebook. I was surprised to found out that there were 100 notifications in my fb information box. haha. i was able to give comments when it almost ended saja, that was when they were already tired to debate about the issue.

STARRING IN: Me, Syazwi, Aziizan pemajal, Kaka Neesa, Areef and Faizul F.

*its funny when the person that i was refering to was actually giving me comments on my status.. x)
shhh.. xoxo.

fashion police

2009-02-09T23:47:00.003+08:00

I made these sets a while ago. Since i got nothing to do.
Fashion is one of those things that can cheer me up.

so babies, tell me if you think theyre nice. mwahh.
xoxo.

tagged.

2009-02-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

Rules:
1. Tag 9 friends.
2. Choose your answer and leave your comment in a bracket for each.

I Tag : -
syazwi S.
nadzirah AB.
haziqah S.
barizah M.
herda veryanti D.
aqmar
azmi
candy VCA
Dirs.

☻Would you rather be blind or be deaf?
☺dead.

☻Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
☺paralyse.

☻Would you rather become uglier or stupider?
☺stupider.

☻Would you rather be more rich or more attractive?
☺rich.

☻Would you rather be blonde or brunette?
☺brunette fo'sho.

☻Would you rather have a third eye in the middle of your head, or a horn in the middle of your head?
☺2nd, if you'll promise me i will turn to a beautiful pink unicorn then yes, i choose 2nd.

☻Would you rather it be winter forever or summer forever?
☺summer mann.

☻If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, would you rather it be sweet or salt?
☺sweet.

☻If you could choose a super power, would you rather be able to fly or move objects?
☺ fly.

☻If you had to be an animal, would you rather live in the ocean or on the land?
☺ocean.

☻I’ve come to realize that…
☺ i need to pee right now.

☻I am listening to…
☺just stand up - various artists

☻Maybe I should…
☺cut my food intake.

☻I love…
☺freedom, pink, fashion, roses, shopping, weddings, friends, family and syazwi.

☻The best days of my life was…
☺being with my boyfriend. and prom night was the best. love you, cinta.

☻I don’t understand…
☺ myself.

☻I’ve lost…
☺some of my friends

☻People say…
☺im a bad tempered person.

☻The meaning of my screen name is…
☺what screen name?

☻Love…
☺is something deep and a beautiful feeling that make people go crazy and egoist. love is a strong positive emotion of regard and affection.

☻Somewhere, someone is…
☺making out.

☻I will always…
☺love you ,b. and you guys too, friends.

☻Forever seems….
☺batah.

☻I never want to…
☺kiss your ass.

☻My mobile phone is/are…
☺new :D

☻I believe that…
☺ mermaid does really exist and true love is forever.

☻I get annoyed when…
☺my sister and my mom are trying to be funny.

☻I am better…
☺ being myself than whatever thing you want me to be.

☻I fear that…
☺i would wake up in the middle of the night screaming because of dreaming the same thing over and over again.

☻Kisses are the best when…
☺youre kissing the 'right' kisser, under a moonlight, you feels stars around you when you're kissing.

☻Today I…
☺cried.

☻Tonight I will…
☺sleep.

☻Tomorrow I will…
☺cook lunch and went to my busu di kupang.

☻I really want to…
☺be beside him right now.

☻WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST
EX IF YOU COULD?
☺fuck no.

☻WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
☺blouse, i just got back from jalaning

☻WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR
FRIEND'S LIST?
☺ girlfriends does cheekiss each other.. ehhhhhh..

☻DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON
YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
☺you mean? uhh? what do you mean, bastard?

☻HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO
YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
☺all of them.

☻HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
☺ 3. no more no less.

☻DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP
WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
☺ yes, atleast my mom.

☻WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH
SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
☺ewwwieee... even if its just 'acting' i would cry.

☻WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-
DAY?
☺i forgot. i celebrated my birthday for one week, last time.

☻WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
☺12.15pm

☻WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT
THREE NIGHTS AGO?
☺ chatting with my boyfriend

☻DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
☺ i do, im comfortable with it. but what do you mean? is it ponytail?

☻NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
☺college bebehh..

☻LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?)
☺30minutes ago.

☻WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
☺ my IQ.

☻IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
☺make my mom a restaurant, buy my lola a white gold ring as she always love the one that i picked for her and buy my boyfriend a whole set of uhh slr? and the rest, ill spend it for my self. or my studies.

☻HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
☺ i am jobless right noe.

☻HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
☺which tom? tom cruise? tom and jerry? tom tom bak?i talked to them tadi subuh..

☻DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING
☺ your granny's

☻LAST THING YOU ATE?
☺ayamku. what next? you.

☻WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
☺march and december.

☻YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
☺i dont know?

☻WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??
☺ my cousin's football shirt

☻WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT
NOW?
☺ atleast the author of this damn survey.

☻MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
☺my blog.

☻LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
☺ my boyfriend.

☻LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
☺syazwi.

☻WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
☺ what for?

☻FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
☺milk. any milk, cow's milk or soya bean.

☻HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
☺ nope.

☻IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT
WOULD YOU DO?
☺inallilah... i would pray that he/she will face the right punishment.

2009-02-09T21:45:00.004+08:00

today has been sick. i went somewhere this evening and almost got into an accident with a mad dog. i never liked pets. i have not much to tell since im not really in a mood of telling. so here's the pictures i was supposed to upload for yesterday post regarding the hangout at RBCC.

bah. babai.

*stupid.

When in Rome

2009-02-08T22:32:00.005+08:00

I went to RBCC today with my family and cousin. They have this so-called-but-not-really 'sunday splash'. It was boring indeed. No fun. I met darling Zawani. Just like me, she was eager to 'see' what 'sunday splash' could be at RBCC. Okay, cut this off. I dont have the pictures yet, so i dont upload anything.

Ohhh My Ass, its been a while since i last spread my wings and landed on Polyvore. It is a crime to me since i am so into fashion and i didnt contribute my ideas for too long. So i made this set below.

It is 6 days to valentine's day and i miss my boyfriend so much. I heard of the talk that we are advised not to celebrate valentine's day or hari kekasih as they call it. But i dont really agree on that. They proved some points but my question is, the rules celebrating Valentine's day doesnt includes 'christian prayers' right? So why cant we just go out for a date that day with our partner? Talur.. i even heard, (this is a true story of a friend of mine)

girl: lets go out tonight. i miss having dinner with you.
boy: ehh no! the khutbah says we cant 'celebrate' valentines day.
girl: but..
boy: my parents told me not to bring you on a date today too.
girl: ... *bangang look

one word. ABSURD. so spread your love baybayyy, everyday is valentine's day.

zuratul.

faboolus

2009-02-07T22:46:00.005+08:00

tadaaaaaa~ i just changed my layout. :) obviously it is more neat than before, where the gadgets were all squeezed together. phew. im so tired. i planned not to eat dinner tonight but i couldnt stand the finger-lickin-good KFC my dad brought home. hah!

Today's events were quite boring and the hospital's canteen didnt serve the best kue tiaw they ever made. I dropped by some shops to look for 'handphone jewelleries' as we call it. And unfortunately i couldnt find the 'pink diamonds' so i left with no choice but to buy purple,black and blue. x) whatever, ill make a new one as soon as i found pink anyway.

My dad had me do the room bookings at asiarooms for our trip to Hongkong. It wont be enough to explore Disneyland for just half of the day. So we decided to stay there overnight. We or to be precise, I chose Disney's Hollywood as our place to stay.
" Enjoy the elegance of a combination of European grandeur and signature Disney style, and the charm and opulence of the Victorian Era" (thats what i copied from the advertisement)
wuu~ Disneyland baybay...

*i didnt plan to bring back a handsome prince,
since he is already here. ;)

Kill to Skill

2009-02-06T11:49:00.006+08:00

i am glad to finally bought the LG ks360. It arrived at QQ yesterday. I know loads of people are buying or already bought the same phone as mine. But im gonna pimp it to make it different from the rest. :D

what happened so far today?
-hmm i woke up a little early than usual. just to impress my parents for some unknown reasons.
-put much concerntration on Plurk that is to gain more 'karma' (thats why i kept delaying on updating my blog)
-i ate so much peanuts.. :S goshhh. it was like, 'forgetting about acne and pimples for the whole 30minutes'
-Believe me or not, i revised maths a little while waiting for 'the awakening' of my sleepyhead boyfriend . I was advised to start revising maths and accounting again so that i wont forget what i struggled on last two years. Atleast that might give me some help on sixth form, atleast a little help :)
-i failed to accompany my mom cooking in the kitchen and took a short nap on the most comfortable bed ever.
-refreshing the Mininova.org page for more than 15times already, just to check whether the 18th episode of Gossip Girl season 2 has 'arrived' yet.
-my mom left for her infinite duty at the office and asked me to tutor Mizan to do his homeworks. No comment on this. You dont wanna know what i did with his works.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day than today. :)
I will accompany my mom and Era on her appoinment at Ripas in the morning. yknow what that means? *kirai2.. i will have kue tiaw for my breakfast!! XD

love me.. or not.
zuratul, xoxo.

*random alert.

blow candles.

2009-02-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

*bold and beautiful

x'D i.... dont know what to type here...!!

2009-01-29T23:52:00.011+08:00

29 January, 2009

Today was the greatest day in my life. Nothing can ever describe the happiness i felt today. I just knew my result. And i got 7 O's. Thankgod, it was very unexpected. I was at The Mall with Syazwi when my mom called telling me the news. He got 7 O's too. I was very very very happy. Going to college as a pre-university student is my dream. Its everybody's dream.
I almost cried, or already did. idnoe. notsure. It was fun. Having a date with the boyfriend and today was probably the sweetest date ever. Syazwi gave me a small cute pink rose. It was very sweet and thoughtful of him :D He looked so gorgeous wearing that stripes cardigan shirt i bought him with black blazer and grey pants. So formal and charming. Im just so..... lucky. *sigh happily.

So we watched 'Bride Wars', I have been longing to watch this movie with him and yeah we did. On its premier day itself. :D its a great story, id say 9.5/10 for it. Aside form that, we went window shopping for LV. You know, school stuff. But thats for Syazwi. Im gonna buy my school bag in Hong Kong. My dad said we will go there and Era's operation will probably be due after our vacation. Hmm so much for enjoyment. Syazwi and i ate lunch at Wecan.God knows what kind of trouble we had before eating our meal. It was fun tho and adventurous.

So congrats to all the candidates who passed the freakinOlevel and to all who failed, dont ever give up. Thats key to success.. or life? hmm yeah.

xoxo.

*wuu, college baybee!

you got me twisted.

2009-01-27T17:38:00.009+08:00

baby im back, back, back.

So it was a rush-hour shopping. We had to have everything done by 5pm because my brother had to be picked up from school and evidently my mom was the one who had to do the job. (too many had) My dad was out, somewhere. hmm.

So i had this random and abrupt conversation with my dad. He asked me if we should go for a dinner tomorrow at Swensen or Excapade. I feel so 'icecream' so i suggested Swensen. Then he walked away after saying,'nda eh ko atu kan kmall saja tu tau bapa. excapade saja' . -.-" i rather say nothing next time.

I bought myself a very cute sleeveless and a pair of pumps. Perhaps i can wear them on our next date. I mean my date with Syazwi. ofcourse. So i made a slight change on my daily cyber life. I deactivated my Fb maybe temporarily.. or idk and joined Plurk. Tho i dont really know why i did that and plurk is pretty annoying cause i dont understand how to deal with it. just Yet.

Another annoying matter? my brother forced me to do his homeworks or he'll eat the whole Giotto ive been keeping in my closet. I had no choice but to follow this little kid's order. and my dad whose probably on his way home just called like just now before i was about to end this paragraph. He said, 'agatah order tasconi mau?' then i said.. ':D manasaja!' then he responded 'kalau nda jangantah ehh, bpa bali kebab saja' *toottoottoot

* ______________!!

a short delay

2009-01-27T14:00:00.006+08:00

tick tock tick tock. Its finally Chinese New Year. Well, apparantly the first day was yesterday. Its been a while since i last updated. I was not in a mood to spill things since most of it were shits. Its a bright new day. Result was expected to come out today but seemingly it doesnt. Perhaps tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I dont know. I had a fabulous bonding time with my girleens last night and ofcourse with Syazwi too. We chat from night til dawn talking about stuff, school, friends and guys. I love them.

My family and I visited some of my dad's chinese friends yesterday. It was fun and rainy as well. Maybe later on, this evening, we'll visit some more of my dad's friends. Ive been searching for a black perfectly fitted cheongsam for me but i havent found one. I was looking for it in a shop nearby my house and there was no size for me. Instead i found a cute cardigan and it cost me (under ten) only.

Enough of yesterday.

I slept at 4.30am today. I planned to get tired so that i wont bother to wake up in the morning worrying about my result. It worked tho. I didnt wake up til noon. I even ignore my mom's order about asking me to cook for lunch instead i asked my maid to do the job. And my mom didnt know that. :p I was so tired.... or sleepy? whatever.

So my mom is taking me shopping like soon and i have to get dressed now. Skinny jeans and Abercrombie shirt, grab a tote and blow a kiss.

Later sweetcheeks. mwah.

iloveyoutoo.

*i miss you. do you really think i m being honest right now?

A rainy birthday

2009-01-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMMAAA..

2009-01-23T17:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my mom's birthday, since dad had planned to celebrate her birthday tomorrow at Seasons, we decided to just hang out and watched movie last night. We chose Empire theatre as our venue since cinemall was definetly out of electricity last night. Not that we were so sure about that but lets just assume the rumour was true. We couldnt even made bookings since their telephone lines got a litte distruptions.

So we watched 'Inkheart'. It was a very brilliant movie. I highly recommend you to watch this movie. Its a family type of movie with little mix of Bedtime story and Narnia. The premier was lastnight,(i think) i wonder if cinemall has this showing.

hmm, so much for updating.

*dad, i seriously need a camera.

Passion for Fashion part 2

2009-01-21T21:49:00.004+08:00

Look what Syazwi just did for me,,

aww, such a beautiful combination. thanks baby. I would like to hire you as my stylist someday. :p

*polyvore, again.

Passion for Fashion

2009-01-21T18:57:00.004+08:00

i am really addicted making 'sets' at polyvore.com. Here's my favourite, so far.

and

*how come you could say its a fashion disaster..
when youre not even fashionable?
*kirai kirai

glamourush

2009-01-19T18:58:00.008+08:00

i love it today. Seems like the rain is not stopping. Perhaps 'he' knows, that i love rain. (crap zura, its the weather that brings you rain!)

I just realised i forgot to link many of my friends. :\ hahah. Syazwi will do that. no worries. :) (because he loves me) I was sleeping this afternoon and i dreamt about something, something scary but still believable. Its about my result, darn it. How can i get through 1 sec without even think about it. The feeling is like, swallowing a large disintegrated pebble. Rough and hard.

Another news-freakin-flash : Im not going to Hongkong this March because 'the operation' will be held on March. And my dad has to save up some budgets to pay for a private home care, perhaps. (thats why i keep reminding him not to buy ps3). Ehh-my-gash, how am i suppose to get a new school bag? :\ i meant, having the trip cancelled, where am i suppose to get one?

Happy advance birthday to my mom and my browie. Who will both turn 19 this 22nd Jan. hahahaha! x) whee~ another year older. Mom, im tired of our annual tradition celebrating your birthday just by going out to dinner and shopping. Lets try something new. Erm, birthday party at Empire? Having the entire wholeeee family and friends as your guests? No? :\

I really miss my friends and my so called friends too. sigh. But thats okay, i will meet some of them soon, i hope.

Enough posting, i have to go now sweetcheeks. (emmwahh emmmwahh)

Until then,

Zuratul.♥♥

*pretty comittee : Whats one step worst than a Fashion Dont?
Fashion Dont-even-think-about-it.

Summary of Today's History.

2009-01-18T23:12:00.006+08:00

name: Zuratul Nadhirah Binti Zulkifli
live: Nowhere beside you
age: 16 sex: female (dont be too stupid to say 'yes' )
school: ....
subject: bored.

aaaah. i miss school :p

and oh,

status: tired and im just gonna do my post in bullet points since i got not much to say.

-I had just done changing the 'layout' of my room. It's better this way than before. Moving all the furniture without anyone's help. Since they were too busy doing their own business.

-i slept alot today, since i didnt get much sleep last night. Plus my cousins had persistently knocked on my door early in the morning (at about 10am) forcing me to wake up. Darn. And i went back to sleep at 2 pm. (godsake. nowondahyouhsofat,zura)

-i made a plan to go hangout with my two BFF, Syazwi and Nadzirah on this Wednesday. (excited x))

- For the first time ever after, I dont know. (Centuries?) I ate raw sliced cheese. Bwerghh. I just wanna know how much will it worth drinking milk and consume cheese irregularly would do to my dwarf-ish height.

- Syazwi wont go to KL. Because he's too afraid to leave me alone here and for that he would cry missing me. (not T.T)

-I argue with my dad about his plan to buy xbox or wii for my brothers. I convinced him that, it would be a waste of his money. Few minutes after that short briefing, he told us that he should buy PS3 instead. T.T God, please open his eyes to the world of not-to-spend-too-much-on-unnessesary-things. i dont have to repeat about me rather buying a whole new closet full of new clothes than buying ps3 right? (i think i just did)

until then, baby.

*i didnt just typed alot. Did i?

a night with my family.

2009-01-17T22:27:00.007+08:00

Phew what an evening!! I had an afternoon nap today which lasted about 3 hours. It was 6.48pm when my mom knocked my door and asked me to get dressed because we're going shopping. I took a quick shower and get dressed as quick-but-still-fashionably-accurate as i could, grabbed my Chanel bag and *poof. gone.

Giant wasnt as suffocatingly crowded as it was first launched. Enable me to have a fluent gaseous exchange. We were in a hurry as my cousins called my dad that they're coming to our house at 9pm. Sharp. Sigh. i couldnt even have the chance to go to Bingo cause we're too busy shopping for groceries as fast as we could. It was time for me to think of having fresh milk as my staple drink. The low fat one to be exact. Wishing that can help me increase my height. Hmm i wonder why drinking cows milk will help us increase our height. Think of what will be the effect of drinking giraffe's milk ? hmm. no? :\

My cousins arrived at my house 5mins earlier before we got home. My mother and i rushed to the kitchen to cook some food.
As my mom always says, 'no matter what, always makesure that our guests are not starving by the time they went home, no matter what. Even if our cooking or food is not that marvellous'

excusez moi? as if thats could ever happened.

*mirror mirror on the wall, show her that shes the ugliest of all.

Bedtime post.

2009-01-17T03:39:00.006+08:00

Omg. its 3.40 now. I couldnt sleep. I just had a phonecall with syazwi since 12. Right after i had a long shower. So we talked about many things. I am now doing some 'Kuala Lumpur hotels and places' research for Syazwi cause he's gonna go there this feb with his best bud, they hope. Since the last time i went to KL was when i was in form 4 and the only things i could remember are the clothes i bought and the smoke came from the taxis exhaust. So i need to do some research to you know. Help him a little bit. So that he'll be more, secure i suppose. At first i thought i they're gonna go to Singapore, but they changed their plan to go to KL instead. And i didnt know about that till he posted on his blog that hes going to KL! Oh well, he told me he did tell me before OTP, lets just assume i was temporarily deaf that time. Hmm. Its not yet confirmed by the way, he still doesnt have a permission from his dad. Oh well, what will happen eventually is for the best, im sure. :)

Gadd, im downloading this 'Accepted' movie (recommended by Syazwi) since 8am this morning and now it is still 70% !! It tooks so long to download movies nowadays. Before when i was downloading a few of GossipGirl, the usual speed was 100K-ish. Now it is what, 5k? Heaven sake. This will takes me atleast tomorrow to get it done i guess.

Whoahhh its almost 4!!! I think i really need to ZzZ (hah! ythink??) Hmm, im tired but not sleepy enough. Perhaps i will just call syazwi back and ask him to sing me a lullaby. Trust me, i can guarantee you i will fall asleep. :p

Night people. or morning. whatever.

till then. xo.

zuratulovesyazwi.

*twinkle twinkle little star

despite the chaos.

2009-01-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

i havent take my shower. x( eeuuuyuck. i was busy all day updating these three laptops. Mac is always been the hardest to deal with. I dont know what would be the simplest and most reliable image editing software for it. I keep wrongly downloading the difficult one. Like, Photoshop! Oh i so hate photoshop. Its ten o'clock now and my boyfriend has been MFN, since what.. 8 o'clock maybe. i so hate waiting. but nevermind, i was too busy to give a sheet to think about it anyway. Maybe he was busy or perhaps his battery is dead. x)

So anyway, i love going through the deviantart.com and i found another exquisite piece of art.

What attract me the most is the decoration of the wall. That girl (or her mom, or whoever) put as many posters and pictures as she could to cover the wall. The wall shows thousands emotions of different people and she unite them all into one. hmm. so much for my observation. As i am a very moody person, maybe i should replace my lime painted wall with this kind of wall. x) haa! my dad will scream. no.

birthday greeting : Happy Seventeen to Amal Munirah.

OMG!! SHOWER! *poof*

*missing from nowhere.

RUMOURFLASH #2

2009-01-15T22:33:00.005+08:00

omg omg omg...

I found out this..

OLEVEL RESULTS 2008!!!

After what i just read, i dont know if i could wait til rumourflash #5. x\

*teeth cattering and shiver

OH CRAP NO.

2009-01-15T18:58:00.003+08:00

*hmm i wonder what it's smell like.
blood perhaps?
NO? :\

ashes to ashes

2009-01-15T12:37:00.006+08:00

To my girls, who are pretty much heartbroken.

Don't let boys be the reason why you cant stand still. You were born to become a strong, beautiful girl without the help of them 'boys'. Obviously, you can live without them. It'll takes time tho. Human are sometimes stupid, because they let go of things easily without thinking how much would be their loss. And after that, if they're not so stupid anymore, they will come back and say hello. Well thats the theory of life. It's very predictable and expected but yet, unbelievable. We're still young, and if your loved one letting go of you, you still have many chances of getting some better boys as we grow older. I believe in destiny, he will come back if you and him are meant to be. And if he didnt, there must be someone out there, over the rainbow, waiting for you, beautiful princesses to take his ride home.

'you are worth the sum of two moons and three-hundred and ninety-seven crystalline stars'

*remember what i had always told you:
Things happen for some reason.
Just brace yourself and smile.
Because he had just lose his mind losing you.

Repetitiveness.

2009-01-15T12:08:00.004+08:00

Its Thursday morning, and as usual. i woke up late. i didn't cook lunch today. MALAS. This ennui is killing me. O level results wont come out until the end of January atleast.

Rumoursflash #1 : some say it'll come out on 28th Jan.
but i will only believe it, until there is rumoursflash #5. (;

egghhh. bored. bored. i hope i will be qualified to take Biology, Sociology and Psychology. x) Thats the only subjects im willing to take in sixth form. I dont wont take any subject that has MATHS in it.

Ive been watching some downloaded movies since im soo laid off at home. pfft.

aiyayaaaaaa, im so boredddddd, im so boreddd that i dont want to end this lame post. But i have to cause its lame. See, obviously lame.

*spammers are the most pathetic losers on earth.

lets stand up

2009-01-14T13:09:00.005+08:00

We just got back from RIPAS hospital. Era had her scoliosis appointment. Phew, no worries cause everything will workout just fine. We went there early in the morning and before we proceed to the specialist department, we fed our stomaches at the canteen there.

until then, xoxo.

*they serve the best kue tiaw x)

my current wishlist.

2009-01-12T20:45:00.006+08:00

i was plain bored. i was determined to think of a list of things that i really want to have at this period of my life. so here it goes;

1. A T-Mobile Sidekick.

2. Black Cardigans.

3. Some Teddy Bears.

4. handbags from Jessica Simpson

5. somemore m.a.c

6. Victorias Secret henley.

7. an i Pod

8. a cute music box.. errr..

9. a CUTEEEE table lamp....

10. some flowers. one type. ROSE.

11. a watch.

12. an i Mac.

13. Red by Marc Ecko

and most importante,,,, 14. how i wish he could be by my side every single day.

*will be updated.

until then, xoxo.

random quotes

2009-01-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

are pretty.

2009-01-11T23:30:00.005+08:00

♥♥Rihanna feat Justin Timberlake- Rehab♥♥

'you were like my lover
and my bestfriend
all wrapped into one
with a ribbon on it'

ily

tagged by bar.

2009-01-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

LAST :

Friend you saw?
- boyFRIEND, syazwi.

Person you talked on the phone?
- syazwi again.

Person to text you?
-Syazwi.

Is today better than yesterday?
-nope. i had a blast with syazwi yesterday.

FAVOURITES :

number?
- 25

colour?
- pink, black, white and red

food?
- kue tiaw. sushi, dimsum and chocolate.

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS :

Q : What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A : checked my phone.

Q : Do you have anything bothering you?
A : my olevel result.

Q : What's the last movie you watched in theater?
A : twilight.. with baby.

Q : Where is the last place you went?
A : pantai muara

Q : Do you smile a lot?
A : i grin.

Q : Do you wish upon stars?
A : crap. i pray. not wish.

Q : Are you a friendly person?
A : occasionally

Q : Where did you sleep last night?
A : my bed of course.

Q : Why did you sleep there?
A : because its my bed and its in my room?

Q : When was the last time you cried?
A : last night, before i went to bed. i missed syazwi.

Q : What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A : baby :)

Q : Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
A : 7..

Q : What do you hear right now?
A : sound of my aircon.

Q : Does anything hurt you right now?
A : nope. i feel fine.

Q : What is your favourite month?
A : december. holiday.

EMOTIONS :

Are you missing someone right now?
- yes, indeed

Are you single?
- NO.

Are you tired?
- very,, just got back from picnic.

Are your parents still married?
- astaghfirullah.

BASICS :

Real name?
- Zuratul Nadhirah binti Zulkifli

Age?
- coming 17

Eye colour?
- brown

Zodiac sign?
- aries

Male or Female?
- MALE!!

Crushing?
- i dont get it.

Smart?
- on? shopping? yesss.

Hair colour?
- brown

Phone or Camera?
- camera.

Righty or Lefty?
- righty

FIRST :

Best friend?
- i dont remember.

Award?
- i dont remember!

Enemy?
- i dont remember!!

Pet?
- i dont remember!!! besides, i hate animal.

CURRENTLY :

Eating?
- No

Drinking?
- Nope.

Listening to?
- i just told you, aircon.

Waiting for?
- miracle.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER?

Lips or eyes?
- eyes

Short or taller?
- taller

Romantic or spontaneous?
- romantic

Sensitive or loud?
- sensitive

Hook up or in a relationship?
- IN A RELATIONSHIP

HAVE YOU EVER :

Drank bubbles?
- Perhaps when i was little.

Ran away from home?
- Nope. home sweet home.

Broken someone's heart?
- yes.

Been arrested?
- not yet.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Do you like someone?
- i love someone.

Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
- not really. sometimes.

TODAY :

Talk to someone you love?
- yeah.

Kissed anyone?
- my 2 year old cousin.

Get sick?
- hope not.

Talk to an ex?
- nope.

Miss someone?
- yes indeed

Eat?
- yes.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
- bear.

What's under your pillow?
- my bed sheet!!

Who do you really hate?
- my ex friend.

What time is it now?
- 6.11PM

RANDOM :

Is there a person who is on your mind now?
- yeah.

Do you have any siblings?
- yeah.

Do you want children?
- yes.

Do you smile often?
- yes.

Do you like your hand-writing?
- Sometimes.

Are your toe nails painted?
- dont like.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
- my siblings.

What colour shirt are you wearing now?
- white.

What are you doing on 7 p.m yesterday?
- eating dinner with Syazwi.

When did you cry last?
- i thought you just asked me this ques???

Are you a friendly person?
- -.-'''''''

Do you have any pets?
- not mine.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
- tungku. approximately 1.5km away from me.

Did the last person you held hands with mean everything to you now?
- it was syazwi and he mean the world to me.

Do you sleep with the tv on?
- No.

What are you doing right now?
- answering this stupid survey.

Have you ever crawled through the window?
- No, i would fall.

Can you handle the truth?
- sometimes no, but i have to. no choice.

Are you too forgiving?
- sometimes, if im tired of it and if the person deserves forgiveness.

Are you closer to your father or mother?

- mom.

Who was the last person you cried infront of?
- my baby, syazwi.

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
- HELL NO. if so, i would be decapitated by now.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
- yes, either hurt or touched.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
- loud.

I tag :
-help yourself
(because this survey is too stupid and bibirann :p

not a typical hangout.

2009-01-10T22:52:00.009+08:00

whooahhh its almost eleven now. i am really tired. i had a big day today. it was fun accompanying syazwi attending his BCG tournament PES something-i-dont-really-know-very-well thing. it was held at ICC together with the annual Consumer Fair. We had so much fun, tho he loses to this veryyyy good player. Oh well, on the bright side of that, he gets to spend more time with me than playing that PES thing. NVM, you did well baby. Atleast you managed to beat that girl. x)

He aimed to become a WINNER, and the winner gets PS3. I dont understand why he has to work alot practicing night til dawn just to win that thing. ps3 games are sold in a verryyy expensive and unreasonable prices. its like what...? $100 for one game? wth? and the ps3 cost 600+?? and syazwi goes 'i will only play one game pulang saja.. and that is PES' ... can you imagine people???? its like, playing ONE GAME has a net cost of $730+ .... and then after one week, you'll get bored of playing it and then you'll stop. and there it goes, wasted just like that. geez, i rather do some clothes shopping. that'll make me a whole new wardrobe for 2009. atleast until May. *sigh :D

NEVERTHELESS, it was sweet and tiring. I had so much fun. It was worth it walking on my heels for approximately 5hours. I was determined to ignore the pain as it was all for the sake of having him by my side, every millisecond i was there. a goodbye kiss seperates our way. and home, we went.

random: 1) you should wait for the arrival of fake PS3 games slots
2) syazwi ate alot. He was cute while he was eating his food.
and my food as well. :)

iloveyou baby.

.zszs.